~从另一个角度去看~

2009-10-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

好久没上来post了。。。
tmr is the last day of exam, after that i can die already...this year everything is just like a disaster...forget it! shall not think about it! anyway i m kind of like mentally prepared to die for this yr's eoy...sigh...

比较和改变

2009-04-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

看了看以前写的日记，哈哈，发现以前的我似乎有那么些~~~傻吧~~~这就是写日记的好处。。。可以很明显地看出自己到底变了多少。。。怎么变了。。。为什么变了之类的~~~可惜我把小时候的日记给丢了，要不然不开心的时候可以拿出来娱乐娱乐自己。。。哈哈哈！！

2009-04-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

感冒几天了，今天终于有了些起色。。。
早上rehearsal的时候，突然间想起了家乡的路边小吃，突然很想回家。。。
我跟妈说了LA考得不是很理想，她虽然没说什么，当然我也不希望她说什么，但是感觉怪怪的。保持沉默并不代表没事，并不代表她不介意。。。所以突然又有那种奋发的感觉，决定好好地读好LA!!! 然后还有humanities!!!
然后今天乔絮打电话来说不来补习了。。。也许是我教得不够好吧。。。
but this experience has certainly had a great impact on me...how to say...i think is just through all these lessons that i suddenly realised the criteria of a teacher. i used to think that, well, i learned that grade and i graduated from it, i am more than qualify to teach the lower grades...but i realised i m actually wrong...is not that way...it just doesnt work that way...there are still so much you dont know about it...let say you are in secondary, you may not know all the primary staffs, though you excel in primary school before...it just doesnt mean anything...just like so many times i cannot explain to her a lot of things, especially english, frequently there are times that i dont even recognise the vocabulary...well that can only mean one thing and that is my vocab is really limited...
and math as well, how surprisingly...i mean i just cant bring myself to accept it...i can only use algebra way to solve for her...besides that, i dont know how to use alternative ways to explain to her...(well actually my ex-tuition teacher did the same thing, i kind of suspect that she can only use algebra, just that she replace the unknown x with apples oranges stars and all that staffs.)...that s rather a sad thing actually...
现在我终于开始明白吴老师的话了。为什么她年轻的时候越教越不敢教，教的书越多，反而要求降低级别。有大学教到高中，再由高中教到中学，再由中学教到小学，现在又教中学。。。
因为她开始明白了，她看到了自己的不知天高地厚（不知天高地厚是她自己说的），以为大学毕业就能教大学，她开始发觉她错了。。。所以她选择了从大学教到小学。。。
我也发现我错了。。。所以呢。。。我要好好地加强我自己！！！
晚安吧！

2009-04-18T08:39:00.000-07:00

小小的东西也能让人感动。。。世界其实很美好！！！
就好像前天，我在165号上面，要下车追前面那辆157，在我冲出车门时，那司机说道：快点，就在前面。（157就在前面）
但是跑得太快没来得及说声谢谢。
我觉得这个司机很细心。虽然说他是司机，按理说是知道南洋的学生要再adam food centre那站下换车，但还是会觉得很感动。因为司机叔叔他有那么多乘客，哪来的闲功夫去记谁谁要在某某下车，然后还会这么热心肠去提醒。
我后来甚至觉得在前一站那位司机是有意想要超过那辆157，好让我们能乘得上那辆车。（虽然没成功）这让我觉得更加感动。。。
然后就在那157上，我睡着了，幸亏有一个女孩叫醒了我，要不然得就过站了！！！而且她还不是我们学校的呢！
然后那个早晨我就一直觉得心情愉快！老高兴了！！！
可能真的像mr tan说得那样，青少年越长越大（思想上的），就越skeptical，总觉得这世界多么多么的不好之类的。不知从多久前开始，我就是这样想的。但如今好像又换了一种想法，觉得这世界其实也蛮好的，视乎你用什么角度去看罢。。。视乎在你眼里看到的事罢。。。你要这么看它。。。要是我记得的是为什么我学校的学生没叫醒我，那么我的心情一定会很差，但相反的我选择感到庆幸有人叫醒我，让我愉快了以整个上午：）！
然后就是赵老师说的话，很多时候都给了我一个，怎么说呢，冲击吧。。。就是她让我似有醒悟的感觉。。。
然后就是在想人之初，是性本善吗？还是性本恶？后来我想了想觉得两者都是与生俱来的。因为我总是觉得，天地万物都是取得平衡的。就说有阴，就有阳；有因就有果；有天就有地；那么自然有善就有恶吧。。。所以人之初，是有私心，也同时有良心的。。。至于后来成什么人，我想那就要看那人如何去选择了。。。人最宝贵的东西，我想，应该是良知，还有选择。而且是无论如何都会有选择的，只是看他要不要去选罢了。。。
夜已深了，但是还是不想去睡。。。也不知道为什么。。。总觉得还想做点东西，但是不知要做些什么。。。
mostly of the time i was thinking, where am i heading? for i am a person without any goal or any aim in life. 我尝试着去找，但是还是找不到。。。maybe it will just come to me one day...someday...with input of course...if not it will never come to you!!! same goes with my language arts...i think it s really time that i do something...something effective and helpful maybe? but what is it?? keep exploring!!! life s full of explorations...

2009-01-16T05:28:00.000-08:00

事务在变，环境在变，一切都在变。没有什么是永恒的。不过以上这句话却是永恒不变的真理。当然人也会跟着变。。。没什么，只是有点感慨。。。晚安了各位！

2009-01-10T06:35:00.000-08:00

suddenly felt actually i can a lot of things in one day...provided that i wake up early...not like sleep until 11 or 12 or even 1pm...
today got cello lesson at 9 that s why i wake up early
then i slept in the afternoon
then have tuition
then still finished all my homework
haha felt so pleased with myself!!!:DD
still thinking what to do tomorrow...
school started for one week already, i m facility manager again this year!!!
haha actually i dominated myself to be the facility manager cos no one wants to be...and i actually wanted to be...for some reason i think...but i dont really know what are the reasons...perhaps i know one, and that is, being a facility manager, one gets 6 CIP hours a year, ya!!! i think monitress got more lah but i wont go and nominate myself for such a post reason being you have to do a lot of things and i m not that kind that will do a lot of things...my motto is 能少做则少做，能不做则不做。。。at least for the time being!! ：）！！哈哈！！！
and by the way, it is not that bad after all, being a facility manager, just dont really understand why people are all like hated it or disliked it so much...
just in charge of cleanliness only mah
and then i drag jie yi along haha
so she will be in charge of cleanliness this year as well haha working together with meeee!!!:)
and time flies!! now is already 11 plus!! i think i should go and sleep if not i can sleep into my lunch time the next day...good night!!!:)

2009-01-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

i suddenly feel like blogging...
actually is because i m too tired to do anything
well new class is not that bad
already started to know some of them
got 2 PRC scholars and 1 malaysian scholar who will be joining string ensemble!! a violist!
then same class as adelle! so fun!! heyhey!!!
the chemitry teacher never come today then felicia said that it s because she just cnt be bother haha. yan chun asked me to ask felicia to say sorry to the chem teacher cos she s her track coach and somemore is because she got what cca election thing...who cares about these kind of things~~~反正跟我没关系，我从不关心这些有的没有的事。though sometimes i will talk about it a little...
our chinese teacher talked damn soft, must really pay attention if not cnt hear a single thing...i wonder why nobody has ever complained to her...maybe batches before did but her vocal code is not able to allow her to go any louder...so that s it, we have to listen..
then the biology teacher, sigh...talked damn slow...forget it
still got the english teacher...suddenly feel that i shouldnt talk bad about the teachers for them, after all, actually out in quite a lot of effort to teach us...
aiya never mind lah, not always wah...
ok then the english keep stopping what he s talking
must he take that long to process what he is going to say??
anyway, i shall say something nice about them, the other day maybe, but not today...cos today too tired already...
and today i feel like wasting the whole day cos go school didnt do anything then come back also. reason is that i m too tired to do anything and the most inhumane thing is that my mum forbid me to take a nap reason being i will not be able to sleep at night...not until 2 a.m.
so the only thing i can do is to on my computer...change my blog skins...surf nets...actually didnt even really surf anything as my eyes are like keep closing...
tomorrow cca resume! cca resume!! oh my goodness!!! need to stay back already...hope to get as many sec1s this year as possible as mr sze will definitely be very happy if there s a lot of talented ppl! and if he s happy, heyhey our life will enjoyable too!!! but the most important thing is that play well and dont let him catch you not playing well or not practice if not can go and prepare a coffin for standby...choy choy choy!!!
i think now i can go to sleep already...it s already 9 plus...
ok then good night!!!
oh ya the time is not correct there
it s supposed to be 9.26p.m.

2008-10-22T18:25:00.000-07:00

久别的blog我又回来了！！！

想想要说些什么。。。

首先，万圣节快乐！（虽然是有点迟，但是，better late than never嘛！）
还有就是提前：Merry Christmas!!! and a happy new year!!! 哈哈哈！！！

现在来讲讲我的EOY...

在我考完数学和科学之后，我知道结果一定不是很好，但结果还是出乎意料的糟糕。我看到卷子的时候还愣了几秒钟~~~

所以。。。我最后的总成绩也被拉下得只能用一个字来形容，‘惨’！

数学最后只拿了84%
科学我想想就想锤心肝~~~77%！！！！！！！
华文也就那样了。。。81%
人文学和文学就不用说了，跟去年没两样，连个A2都没有。。。

咳，原本还想刷新我成绩册中有B的纪录，看来还得指望明年了。。。

anyway, 过了就过了，只好明年再加油了！

今天我去考了malay oral proficiency examination, 结果9 out of 10 我是保持沉默的。。。我连他问的是什么都听不懂！！！什么沉默是金啊？！这次我可真的要fail了，唯一会回答的就是：
nama awak siapa?
nama saya zhi yuan.
然后其他没一题会的。。。:(

想来有些日子没拉琴了，趁现在还有点时间赶快去练些，否则，被指挥骂得狗血淋头的厄运会在不久的明天来临。。。

2008-08-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

我想想应该有一段时间没上来写写了。。。
实际上，发生的是到不少，值得一提得也倒有一些，只是不知道该写什么好。。。
说说cca吧，我在乐队里还是拉得最差劲的一个，也就是没什么进展。。。
算了，不说这个了，换个话题吧！

就说最近感觉越来越不了解maybelle,或是越来越了解她了。。。
有的时候觉得她在想什么好像很容易就能猜得到，但是有的时候却觉得，原来很多时候，并不是我所想象的那样。。。所以感觉很复杂。。。

哈哈，还有就是，我对我自己在呈现英文分享的表现感到良好！应该是很不错了！因为对我而言，我的英文程度一向不怎么好，所以有这样的成绩我觉得已经是鼓舞人心的了！

还有一件足足让我难过了三天的事就是刘翔受伤这件事。。。我差点，不对，应该说已经，哭了起来。。。呜呜呜！！！真是难过啊！！！算了算了，不提了，再写下去我看我又得哭了。。。

津如叫我将她也写写，那人家已经开了口了，况且我人又这么好，怎能就这么拒绝她呢？？于心何忍啊！！！老实说，有的时候，我真地为她所做的事而感动。总之就是说不上为什么，就是有那种感觉啦，总觉得她永远都那么能令人感到开心，肉麻地说一句，令人感到些许的温暖。。。

我有的时候真的在想，究竟彦淳这帮人到底是贤友还是损友。。。不过我觉得我已经有答案了。。。给你温暖的人，给你欢乐的人，给你领悟的人，给你这么多这么多的人，包括一些不大好的影响~~~到底是贤友还是损友呢？~~~。。。。。。。

2008-07-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

好了，今天辩论，我方胜出了！：）
对方的实力也是相当强的，当然，可能是因为他们谈论这个话题的范围不够广，所以输了。
基本上也没什么好说的，就那样吧。。。
接下来来谈谈今天选exco members的事
下面是这一批的exco members
president: caoyun
vice president: kimberlyn
treasurer: joan
head librarian: shirlynn
quartet mistress: Regina
clap clap clap......
还有就是，最近越来越觉得，给人带去快乐的人实际上真的能得到幸福。。。
怎么说呢。。。
好像我帮熙晨买了concert band的票，因此就牵动了felicia and sun yang go and buy the tickets。。。她就很开心了，那我也觉得蛮开心的。。。
其实有的时候就是这个样子，别人脸上的笑声与笑容往往是那么具有影响力，往往都能把你融入到哪种心情中！
还有就是，最近有一种领悟，因该说是慢慢建立起来的。书真得很有感染力。就算是你不是那种人，但是你知道书中讲的事是非常有道理的，至少我会这样，我会劝自己去做正确的判断，甚至有时，比自己这么做，到头来，不难发现，那便是正确的做法！

2008-07-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

今天心血来潮，突然间想写写
明天有个小型的辩论赛，当然虽然是多余了一点，还是要宣布一下：这个辩论赛我也有份参加（没参加谁还写啊！）
辩题是：学生学业成绩欠佳主要原因在于主观因素/客观环境
我是反方，也就是打死支持客观环境的！！
那么原因基于以下几点：
人之初，性本善，既然人性本善，但为何还有坏人？这证明了客观环境对人的影响超于人本身的意识，心态及控制能力，也就是主观能力。既然如此，导致学生学业成绩欠佳最大的因素，无可厚非的，是在于客观环境。
还有呢。。。
我想想还是算了，等明天比完了，有什么有趣的在那上来说说吧！晚安了各位！！

2008-07-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

我觉得今天的事很值得记上一记
今天有些受宠若惊的感觉。。。
指挥无缘无故地把我调到了演奏组。。。
要知道，他对我的印象一直都是不怎么好的，而且在他眼里，在乐队里，我算是个表现不是非常好的，不对，应该是简直是非常差的学生。。。我拉琴的技艺总是落在人后的。。。
可他今天居然不需考证，没给我任何测验，就直接把我叫到了演奏组去。。。
在那之前我还在烦恼着说，哎呀这可怎么办，我几乎是全段拉琴拉得最差的一名了。。。都不知道有没有机会到演奏组去。。。
我突然间有重拾信心了，要知道，我们指挥的要求可是很高地，他决不会让人在他的乐队里滥竽充数，嘿嘿，我还是有那么点资格地。。。
不过话说回来，不知道是我有自知之明呢，还是我看遍我自己，总觉得他似乎是为了再给我一次机会，不想再让我在乐队里这么晃啊晃啊地过日子，才这么做。。。
所以归根究底，我除了要感谢自己付出的努力之外（虽然是那么地不值一提，但在这里还是提一下），还要就是给予我们这位患有神经性失调，男性化产前忧郁症，神经过敏，心理不协调，相当情绪化但同时又非常可爱的教练，一个非常衷心的感谢！还要感谢我的好老师！当然，还要感谢仁慈的上帝让千里马遇到伯乐了！！！嘿嘿！！！

2008-06-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

你们相信报应一说吗？

人心生一念，

天地尽皆知。

善恶若无报，

乾坤必有私。

bear in mind:what goes around comes around!

报应不是不到，而是时间未到！

2008-05-26T01:49:00.000-07:00

明天就要回国喽！！！：）

2008-05-07T06:34:00.000-07:00

爱是一股无穷的力量！！！

她能让你跨越2.4千米的终点线！！！

2008-05-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

Give me the chance

Can you hear my heart beats?
Can you feel my presence?
I am your child,
a living thing like you.

You gave me oxygen
You gave me nutrient
You gave me life
You gave me hope

But now,
You want to snatch away my hope
And now,
You want to end my life

Can you bear to kill me?
Can you bear to lose me?
Please think twice,
Or you will miss me.

I have not seen you
I have not seen the world
I don’t want to leave
Without bidding goodbye

I can sense the omen
I can feel the danger
I struggled and I screamed
But do you ever hear?

I am a part of you
Connected by tubes and bloods
Connected by love and hearts
Please, give me the chance

credits:
charmaine and yan chun!:)

2008-05-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

The day when you went away

The rain pattered
My heart shattered
I have lost all my happiness
The day you left me in loneliness

No longer runs my blood
No longer beats my heart
I forgot how to breath
I forgot how to live

God has called you back
But I refused to believe the fact
It is a cruel act
That I can never accept

Autumn is yet to come
But the leaves already brown
There is no snow
But it is freezing cold

The elegant iris wither
And I no longer know whither
I have lost my way
The day you went away

When it rained again
It is spring
The fragrant of the charming flowers
Perfumed the surrounding air

We strolled in the moonlit night
Hand in hand holding tight
Out over the sea of flowers
When others were sleeping.

~~~Zhi Yuan:) ~~~

2008-04-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

Love is something slow and steady
Yet when it comes
It strikes you suddenly
Caught you impetuously

You dare not look straight into her eyes
Though they are charming
You act awkwardly in front of her
Though you are always so upright

And when all these happens
Oh yes you could have guessed
You are in love
You are in love

But when it ends
Your soul dies

You no longer hear the bird sings
You no longer see the squirrel skitters
You no longer smell the fragrance of the flowers
You no longer feel the vibrant heart beats

You lost all your senses

There’s pain
And no gain
There’s sunlight
But you feel nothing

If you are given a chance
What would be your choice?
If you are given the chance
Would you choose to let it commence?

Oh, would you ever regret it
Though it causes so much pain to thee?

2008-04-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

if mr sze is like her
wouldn't life be better?

2008-04-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

i am on the bus
as the passengers pass
there is this little boy
trying to get in through the way
in front of him stands this fat lady
and he called excuse me
he repeated loudly
and she went red immediately
she moved in awkwardly
while he sauntered in innocently
i smirked
as i recalled...
excuse me
but she ignores me
excuse me i called again
her expression showed a grimalkin
she refuses to shift
and the other passengers cannot move
so some cannot board the bus
and had to wait for the next...
i smirked again
showing a big grin
don't you find that funny
they need a child to nanny

2008-04-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

why do you practise? because you are part of the ensemble, you want to contribute! if not there's no point.

2008-04-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

i was resting on the tree
when this pelican make fun of me
what nonsense is there in your senses
she teased
it is none of your business
i chastised
there she flew away without a second word
leaving me back to my little own world
why did she despised me
for loving the maple tree
she did not like it
but i am not a weirdo when i love it
so why did she despised me
for loving my maple tree

2008-04-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

why is there a skip in my heart
when i see my chemistry mark
haven't i prepared for the worst
but why am i still unrest
my heart shaked violently
as i recalled my attitude vividly
didn't i expect this
when i studied it the least
my heart is burning like flame
but who on the earth am i to blame?

2008-04-04T00:25:00.000-07:00

she walks by like a tortoise
cunning enough not to let me notice
she peeped from sideway into the screen
as the mindsweeper made me grin
when she popped from behind
and ask where is the focus of my eye
my heart gave a twich
and pondered oh what a witch!

2008-04-02T20:33:00.001-07:00

My perspiration drips down while I run
The exhaustion caught me and I don’t
feel it fun
The cruel sun shines
And my dizzy head winds
I intended a stopping
But upon seeing her running
My mind change
And determined to charge
Her presence is like an engine
That droves me keep going!

2008-04-02T00:53:00.000-07:00

maybelle
you are the beauty of may
my love and sunshineof day
my heart went wild
when your eyes smile
and have you ever felt for me
for my love of thee

maybelle maybelle
you are my life of bell
your charming eyes
make my heart cries
as your voice danced
my chest tensed
the mere thought of you
is enough to make me chill
do you not knows
that your elegance
is the reason of my presence

2008-03-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

block test 终于告一段落。

基本上没什么值得一提的，就那样~~

今天下午跟一批来自香港的实习老师

交谈了一番，还留了msn。还问我会

不会广东话，我自然是非常谦虚地说：

“a little! i learn it from tv shows.”

接着还让我翻译这句话。我当然是讲

出来了。然后她们就相当兴奋地叫道：

“very good! it's really good!”

嘿嘿。。。这怎么能难得到我呢！

还有就是这几天，不知道身体出了什

么状况，头一直是昏昏沉沉的~~~

现在也是~~~

2008-03-02T22:53:00.000-08:00

我哥哥吉姆快十三岁时，他的手肘受了

重伤。等到伤好之后，吉姆担心他再也

不能玩橄榔球的恐惧便消失了，而且也

很少意识到自己的伤残。他的左臂比右

臂短了些；当他站立或行走时，手背与

身体成直角，拇指和大腿平行。他对此

毫不在意，只要他还能传球，开球。

hey hey found it familiar?

2008-02-08T20:32:00.000-08:00

happy lunar new year! :)

well...i didn t go anywhere honestly...

except for on wednesday i went back to

hong wen school...

me weishan and benjam took taxi back

together. well this year didn t see much

people coming back...

and thursday i went uncle's house...

by the time i arrived all of my couins

had went out

WITHOUT WAITING FOR ME!!!

isnt that an outrage!!!

and on friday i go visit aunt's boss and

hey hey i get an ang bao;) from him...

though not too much~~~

and saturday, here i am, blogging writing

rubbish~~~

i suddenly have the thought that

maybe i shall do something more

constuctive!

well...maybe i shall get start on my

homework or else i shall ask kai yun

for ahem...ahem...

xixi!!!

2008-01-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

erm...so...what shall i post...

like what adelle says, life is so stressful...it

is espeaciall true when you spend your

days in the MAIN ENSEMBLE!!!

all the while i was worrying about the next

imminent disaster that awaits me in ME

with LONGBOTTOM'S TOAD around!!!

the sear thought of it is enough to make

me chill to the spine~~~

good luck to myself next tuesday!!!

2008-01-13T22:28:00.000-08:00

。。。。。。

2008年的第一篇post！：）

2007-12-28T00:40:00.000-08:00

突然间很想写些什么，但是想了N久都

想不起有什么值得一提的事。

顿时不禁叹了口气，怎么？我的日子就

过得这么贫乏无味？~~~

突然间想起了凯云老挂在嘴边的那句话

——life is so boring~~~

呸呸呸！！！这种话连想都不要想~~~

会遭天堑的！！！：D

2007-12-22T00:37:00.000-08:00

许久没post了。主要呢是因为这个假期

没我预期中的有意义。也就是说，我嘛，

完全是在浪费生命~~~想想不可以再这

样下去，于是呢，就来做一些有意义性

的事。譬如说，就我现在在做的事，即

是，blogging...heyhey:D

还有一件很值得一提的，很令人郁闷的

事。。。话说我和淑佳到vivocity 去吃

日本自助餐。结果到了那儿才知道我们

好不选，选了个public holiday。大家都

知道，一般在节假日呢是没有自助餐地

所以呢，我们俩，可想而知啦，钱包里

破了个洞！！！

所以我现在正打算发个简讯约淑佳星期

一再去！！！

2007-11-09T23:32:00.000-08:00

放假至今少说也有两个星期了，我原以

为这个假期我会过得非常有意义，至少

会觉得比较occupied可结果并非我所想

象的。反而觉得最近有点混日子的感觉。

最近时常有想到被我放弃的钢琴，总有

那种不舍得的感觉，毕竟我也学了好些

年头了。一下子放弃总会有那种依依不

舍的感觉。不过我到底还是想通了。我

学了将近三年之多近四年才到三级，况

且连个三级的文凭都还没考到，还学什

么学啊！其实我早就该觉悟了，当我考

一级才拿了个merit的时侯我就应该明

白了。何况我是在学了超过两年之后才

去考的，不该只有个merit嘛。可是当

时我还是继续了。我想应该是我的音乐

造诣差，跟那老师没什么关系。要知道

我启蒙钢琴她就收了我每个月120，之

后每年加。所以问题应该处于我本身。

我想应该是我不常练的原因吧~~~不管

怎么样我最终还是选择了放弃并且觉得

那是明确的抉择。

昨天到大提琴老师家去学琴了。

嘿嘿~~~这礼拜可是少有的一次我得到

了她的praise而且比较少被骂的一次。

原因是她认为我这星期天天都练琴了。

嘿嘿嘿嘿~~~~

不过我承认，这礼拜我是比较用功了，

因为有大半的时间我是闲着的。嘿嘿！

=>这时间出了点问题，应是：10/11/07

2007-10-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

终于放假了！！！december holiday！！

前些日子课室里宣起了下象棋的风波。

然后我赫然发现原来我班的女生全都

是象棋白痴（这里的象棋指的是中国象

棋）

除了一两个对国际象棋颇有研究。。。

后来我找俊元与我较量一番，谁知败得

血惨~~~他居然一点余地都不留~~~

也太狠了吧！！！

后来还找来senior Regina下了两局，打

算从她那儿偷师，学几招。。。

她也算是个高手吧！

mm...暂时先这样吧，还有什么想写的，

改日吧~~~

2007-10-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

今天拿到了全年的总成绩。

higher chinese~~~80~~A1

integrated math~83~~A1

science~~~~~~~83~~A1

其它两科就不提了~~~~~~

算了，还是透露一下把~~~

(LA-B4, Humanities-B3)~~~

对了，NYSE 明年好像是要去纽

约演奏，我把这是跟妈妈说了，

她爽快地一口答应了，结果现在

问题不在于她让不让我去，而是

我有没有那个能力去了~~~

可就我这水平，要进main ensemble

谈何容易~~~咳~~~

2007-10-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

现在是CCA break time,现在在图书馆

准备还图书馆的债---弄丢了两本书。

咳~~真是倒了血霉了~~怎么会无故

弄丢呢~~~

2007-10-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

其实还真得有点意外，

我居然可以fail 60%~~

我还真怀疑我这一年LA是怎么念的~~~

2007-10-16T02:20:00.001-07:00

挂了~~~

science---87

maths ---85

chinese--78.5

这些事令我感到呼吸比较顺畅的事。。。

看看以下的吧。。。~~~

humanities---65

LA~~~~~~~~53.5~~~~~~~~~

只不知道这意味着什么？？？

我~~要~~离校了~~~

现在还在学校，看看怎么死吧~~~

2007-10-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

上来转转，感觉上似乎有很多东西要写，

可是突然间却一点文思也没有~~~

想想。。。。。算了~~~~~

对了有两课成绩已经下来了~~~

华文。。暂时不想提~~

科学嘛~~~

算了。。。

等所有的成绩都出炉了，在一一补上吧~~

2007-10-08T22:00:00.000-07:00

考完了！！！考完了！！！考完了！！！

至于考试之后的心情嘛。。。就不便分享

了~~~其实也没什么好分享的~~~又不是

什么欢天喜地好事儿~~~借罗恩.卫斯理的

话就是---考完一次已经够惨的了~~~不提

这当事儿了~~~

我决定了，在考试成绩公布之前，我应当

好好享受享受人生的乐趣！！！

之后就该想想如何把死亡的机率降到最低

了~~~

呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~

2007-09-30T22:39:00.000-07:00

考完了华文。。。我也要完了~~~

呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~

明天地理。。。真是想想就不寒而栗~~~

也罢，不去想了，只管好好读，做好准备

吧！

~~~这时间有问题，日期：2007年10月1日

（也许你会注意到~~~今天是儿童

节！！！）

回家~~~好温馨啊！

2007-09-04T20:35:00.000-07:00

回家~~~好温馨啊！

星期五回了趟宏文学校，遇到了许多老同

学。靠真是变得惊人！

尤其是嘉豪，我都差点儿认不出他了。开

始还真以为他刚从非洲回来还是得了厌食

症什么的，那么瘦！

很受刺激的是很多同学都长高了。听说曹

育那家伙还长到了1.84米了靠。。

呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。可怜了我啊！！！

然后思连还是副老样子，只是有点驼了。

然后还一副很了不起的样子告诉我什么长

了 2厘米，还说什么我只长了0.5厘米！！

哈哈来学校还带着象棋呢！还兴致勃勃地

邀我跟她下棋。我本不想打击她的自尊心

可我怎么忍心扫她的兴呢？于是就勉强地

跟她下了一局。然后很无奈地赢了她：D

哈哈aloysius还是一副小屁孩儿模样，

始终保留着他那一颗自引为傲的赤子之

心。

还看到了含笑，真是个慰藉啊！

估计她只有1.5米吧！

咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯！！！

P.S.思连可是个棋场高手！

2007-08-26T00:22:00.001-07:00

有一段时间没上来post了。。

其实也没啥可讲的。。。

对了差点忘了，俺的geography成绩。。

嘿嘿，突飞猛进啊！！！18/20！！！

其它就没什么值得一提的了。。。

尤其是历史！！！呜呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。

14/25！！！是14 over 25 !!!!!

呜呜呜呜呜呜呜！！！！！！！！

居然不及格了靠！

我与人文学真是无缘啊！！！

英文就跟别提了，:( 简直是个fiasco。。

欣慰的是至少比历史高。。。

还有我最得意的数学。。。。。。。糊了。。

呜呜呜！！代数！！老子我跟你不共戴天！！

至于华文嘛，

我对那个没什么意见可发表的。

如果是在83以下或是91以上也许会写写。

oh 对了，有同学向本人投诉，

说什么 post in chinese very hard to read 之类的。

对于那些同学我只有四个字可相增：

崇洋媚外！附加：鄙视！

2007-07-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

有一段时间没上来post了，差点没忘了username了靠！

这学期也是诸事不顺啊!

归根究底也就是成绩问题。。。

不过也慢慢开始学得如何把事情想通，毕竟沮丧是无济于事的。最重要的是要极力挽回。这点应该要明确些。

然而前不久，读到了一篇文章----无志者常立志。
感觉上像是自己的写照。

每每成绩不理想的时候，就相当斩钉截铁的对自己说要怎样怎样好好的学。。。。
有的时候坚持了一两天，有的时候干脆当场放弃，要不就对自己说：“明天吧！明天吧！”真不知道当时那么努力地背明日歌管个什么用！真怀疑自己到底有没有把那首诗读明白！
明日复明日
明日何其多
我生待明日
万事成蹉跎。。。。。。。。。。

2007-06-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

虽说是放假，但感觉上就不像是在放假。估计至少有15天（也就是1/2的假期）都要往学校里跑。:( sigh....老师们竟是这般负责任啊！！！搞到我们就都快招架不住了！！！这哪还是在放假啊！这算是哪门子的假日啊！搞到我现在连功课都还没做完！最烦人的就是那个LA fps.到现在都还半点头绪！！

那天我去做了street sale。结果发现那跟flag day根本没两样。我在那足足站了6小时，一看到人就说: good afternoon sir/mam, would you like to make a donation of purchase?考了，有些人竟理也不理，把我们党透明的！！！

不过在这要特别强调一位妇女，他原本是掏出了一钱袋的银交往罐子里放。眼看他塞了这么多，我就把那价值5块钱的teddy bear 给了他的女儿，他竟然说：that s very sweet of you!接着就在往我们的钱罐里每人再塞2块钱。嗨，如果个个都像他那样，我们就不愁筹不到善款了。

后天还有camp呢。。。要到星期五啊！！！！呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2007-05-28T22:52:00.000-07:00

上来了，可又不知写什么。。。

想想。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

西瓜说他要去西藏了，我想西藏有什么值得一去的，要是我宁愿回老家！

于是就托他带些牛肉干和些作文书

鬼知道他会不会带啊！

问了孙杨，他也一口拒绝了！！！

哎，还是下次回去时多带些来。。。。

再comp lab照的。。嘿嘿。。我的照相技术不错吧！！(cough..cough..ahemmhemmmahemm--kai yun)

2007-05-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

突然间发现我们南洋女中的学姐是何等热心肠啊！

尤其是我们CCA的president marissa!!!

我老烦她帮我拿钥匙，她每次可都是义不容辞的啊！

还有，那个karo学姐，休息时都还跑来我们TE队.一听说我的琴走了音就马上帮我调琴。我当时在一旁与其他同学聊天，当我发现琴被调好时，发现她已经走了!我连谢谢都还来不及对她说一声呢！

2007-05-14T00:36:00.000-07:00

运动会的一些照片。。。

由于技术的问题，再加上。。懒惰挂上来。。所以，就先放着两张了。。。！！！。。。（-。-）

嘿嘿。。。。。！！！！！！！！！！

07-09-07: delete了一张照片。。。

2007-05-14T00:15:00.000-07:00

前些日子，由于同学们吵要换位吵翻了天，又无法决定该如何换位——有些同学同意，有些反对。
老师于是想出了个很经典的办法——抽签。。。。。：）。。。。
哈！可那有啥用呀！
同学们因抽不到与好朋友同桌的位置，都纷纷与其他同学换位。呵。。我说老师啊。。你的办法也真是够“经典“的了。。。
哇哈哈哈哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。
有位同志更绝，竟然因无法与best friend同桌而流涕了。
这是上可真是什么人都有啊！！！
鄙视！！！

2007-05-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

好一段时间没写blog了。。。
考试都结束了。。。
成绩也下来了。。。
it s totally a nightmare!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow we r going to get back our math test paper. maths, it had always been my dominent subject, but..........呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。。。。。~~~~~~~i m going to fail it this time!!!!!!!!!!
all the others had agrees that this time is easier, but why am not doing well.....
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
score better next time, this is the only thing that i can think of to comfort myself...............
但是fps可没令我失望，虽然不知成绩如何，但我总有一种强烈的预感，我们小组完成得很好！！！！:).....:D.......:)

2007-04-29T23:14:00.002-07:00

嘿嘿！ i just realised how nice is this picture looked.......哇哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。

光阴似箭。。。

2007-04-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

有这么一天过了。。。
仔细想了想。。。
好像也没做到什么。。。
唉！。。。
今天考了化学，感觉还不错。。。嘿嘿！！！
终于有一件事值得一提的事。。。嘻嘻！！！

NYSE GOLD!!!

2007-04-19T05:04:00.000-07:00

Glitter Graphics
tomorrow is our SYF competition!
lets hope for the best! NYSE GOLD!!!

2007-04-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

Animated GIFs
呜呜呜呜。。。。
今天有那什么 compre test把握搞到头昏脑胀的。。。
嗨。。。已有心理准备了。。。
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~~。。。。。。。。。。

2007-04-16T02:04:00.001-07:00

Glitter Graphics

quite a few days no post... just have my geog and hist test... i can t think of anything besides DISASTER to describe them... hope this cute little fish can lighten up my mood... anyway it s over... let s hope for the best and prepare for the worse...

2007-04-11T01:41:00.000-07:00

long time no posting...
the main reason is...
too lazy!
anyway, i had my geography test today (a major test!). i feel like i m going to fail it AGAIN!!!!!!
wawawawawa...................
in fact i like this subject...
but...
i don t like the test........
呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。。。。。。。。。。

2007-03-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

《和你在一起》。。。
这几天的华文课都花在看这部戏上了。
这是一部由陈凯歌大导所导演的戏。
影片。。。很感人。。。
有很多细节是要经过认真思考才能得出领悟。。。
我本身很喜欢这部影片。。。
没错，感人肺腑的片子有很多，而他们所赋予你的感觉也会有所不同。但这部影片对我的的影响力很大。。。若是问我为什么，我也答不上。应该这么说吧，其实我自己都并不是很清楚为什么。
这部片子我只看过一遍，当然，我不能说我完全体会，明白，了解这整部影片的各个细节，各个人物的特点，性格，甚至是这部片子所要表达的事。但是。。。
我本身是个不爱练琴的学生，这也是为什么我花了超过三年的时间，钢琴也只能考到两级。但这部影片就是有这么一种神奇的力量，让我有一种很想练琴的感觉，让我坐在钢琴面前超过一小时，反复地练着同样一小节也不感到厌卷，而且还有一种想要继续练的感觉。
若是今后妈妈夸我勤快练琴，我可真要谢谢这部影片了！
《和你在一起》。。。

2007-03-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

一个星期又这么过了。。。
总觉得很忙，但真不知在忙些什么。。。
貌似CCA占了我大把的时间。。。
唉！这可恶的CCA啊。。。。。。
你这奸人！！！！！！呜呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。。。。
哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇。。。。。。
就连学琴也这么不如意。每次去都总得让训一吨。呜呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。
我说老师。。。。。。
你怎么老拿我开刀呢！！！你难道没其他学生了吗？？？
谁让你不练琴了！！！！！！
还是怪我自己，谁让我不练琴呢！！！呜呜呜呜呜！！！。。。。。。
我得好好练，这样才能让自己和妈妈心服口服地给我买把琴。说实话，若是真的要买琴，我可是真的愿意出一半的价钱。别说是一半，让我出全部我都。。。。。。
考虑考虑！！！
嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿~~~~~~~~
这BLOG的时钟怎么老跟我过不去啊!!!

2007-03-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

NYSE(TE)

from left: yingxiang (who plays the violin), regina (who plays the viola), marie (who plays the violin also), madelin(who plays the cello) and ysabelle(who plays the violin too).
note:that the spelling of the names may not be correct!!!
this picture is taken at the backstage of the concert hall of singapore conference hall
我们都是跑后台地！她们是其中五个。是俺的学姐。。看不出来还挺侨的嘛。。！！嘻嘻嘻嘻。。！！

2007-03-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

第二学段开始了。。。
对我而言，这与第一学段没啥分别。。依然是一堆堆得project。。
抗议！！！
拿回我的华文作文，结果被吓了一跳。。。同志们，我也不怕丢脸老实跟你们招了吧。。。我拿了43/70！！！呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~老师！你好吝奢！阴人！老阴逼！死贱逼！贱！贱！贱！呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~还我分数来！呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~
老实说了，她说我语言不错，但是。。。偏题了！！！呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~~~
note:the posting time is not accurate.dunno what s wrong with it~~~

2007-03-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

lifeskill camp has finally over..
first day..
we went to pasir ris then we.. actually i can t really remember what we ve done next.. haha!!
the next day..
we went to safari.. tracking..(mount faber) amazing race.. haha our team won this competition. before leaving our main station for this race, i was a.. bit.. erm.. Urgent.. so i ve tried all my best to run as fast as possible so that i could rash to the washroom IN TIME!!! we had water battle in the pool followed that and the most exciting moment was to come--TALENTtime CAMPfire!!! 1/9 won the competition..
third day..
juat all about packing up and watch the photos..
As for me, the only thing that i was always looking forword about camping was actually not the games, neither were competitions, it is SLEEPING!!! Imaging the feeling of sleeping together with all the friends.. sharing ghost story.. talking.. chatting..
i went to suntec city with csj yesterday
oh ya nearly forget. I met THREE schoolmates from hws yesterday. Rather suprising!!!

2007-03-05T00:16:00.000-08:00

Life Skill Camp is starting tomorrow!!! hahaha!!! I m so looking forward to it!!!
lifeskill camp lifeskill camp......

2007-03-01T05:45:00.001-08:00

actually, nothing much unusual had happened these few days. only that the fequency of i alighting at the wrong bus-stops increased. reasons: either fall aslept or day dreaming. tomorrow i will be having the cello lesson. the teacher is rather unhappy with me as i am supposed to be practising the cello thrice a week at the least but i did not meet her expectation. i practised ONCE a week! what to do, i can only practise at school on tues & thur and what s more, today the TE s having their rehearsal and we got to help out thus eating into my precious practicing time again~~~
i d better be prepared to get scolded~~~

2007-02-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

haven t post for quite a long time because eh... haha LAZY! these few days the bus are not so crowded i think it s because that i ve been able to catch the earlier ones. i won t have to squeeze onto the bus and jam between people especially on those without air-conditioned buses which is really hot and stuffy as long as i wake up a little bit earlier. so don t be lazy!
that day i met shenjin on the bus. i did not see her initially. when i moved to the real of the bus she saw me, "hey zhiyuan hello" "oh hello what a coincidence!" i ginned.
原本以为星期一搭到较早的巴士能早点儿到学校，岂料，我却坐过站，还是十多个站呢！这也太离谱了吧！害得我比预计的时间迟了20分钟。幸好没迟到，要不然。。嘻嘻。。

2007-02-18T09:18:00.000-08:00

结果我发现，原来表姐这么爱照相！不过也难怪人家，上镜嘛！人漂亮就是这么有自信！哈哈，你瞧，我的生材已经到了可以跟那只猪相提并论的时候了！可哪有办法呢，我一想到麦当劳，便口水流下三千尺了。。。嘻嘻，下一句是啥来的，疑似银河落九天，没错吧！嘻嘻！

咿？我怎么发现我的博克时钟不准确呀？

2007-02-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

今天，呃。。。不对，因该是昨天，我和表舅舅一家到圣淘沙去了。哇！！！谁知中途竟下起雨来！哎，真是天公不作美，我们也只好耐心的等雨停了。还好，老天总算还是挺眷顾我们的，雨最终还是停了。哈哈哈！嘻嘻！！！由于游客太多，而排队观看音乐喷泉的也很多，因此，我们只好打消观看音乐喷泉的念头了。说实在的，圣淘沙我也来过不止一次，来来去去还不就那几样东西，不过，表弟却似乎对没能看到音乐喷泉而感到耿耿于怀。嗨，小孩子钻牛角尖，愁眉不展，乌云密布，正常！瞧他眉开眼笑的，麦当劳的威力可真不小啊！嘻嘻！

Thursday, February 15, 2007 上来了却不知要写些什么。不如就来分享一下今天在南中发生的可恶的倒霉经历吧！放学之前的一节是音乐课。同学们都收拾好书包往音乐室去了，可就在这节骨眼儿上膀胱跟我闹别扭，无奈，便只好先去厕所。到了音乐室之后赫然发现竟无一人。看见里头摆满着古筝，想必老师是领同学们到其他地方上音乐课去了。哇靠，这音乐室不摆明着跟我对着干嘛！平时他不是空荡荡的嘛！无助，我便老老实实地一楼一楼找，我花了将近半小时，终于，黄天不负有心人，我找着了！开始时还蛮埋怨老师的，可后来反省了一番，发现始终都是我理亏，又怎能乱怪他人呢!若不是我做事时慢慢吞吞，不马上收拾好书包，不马上上厕所，又怎会吃这苦头呢！大概二十分钟之前，我才被妈骂得狗血淋头。嗨！这就说来话长了！我把一张碟子放进电脑里，谁知它竟卡在里头。接下来的想必大家都猜测得到了。“你眼镜丢了，我有说什么么？你把我的相机搞坏了，我又说你什么了？我看你是得寸进尺了！你是不是活腻了？”幸好我临危不乱，在妈妈骂我之际努力翻查说明书，问题最终迎刃而解！虽然事后妈妈还严厉地斥责我，呵呵，但我看得出其实她还是蛮开心我能把问题解决滴！明天又有课外活动了。嗨！又要留到六点多了！昨天和今天到了其他同学的网站去看了看，顿时感到无比自悲。其他同学随随便便写的网上日记都比我认认真真写的作文来的强！嗨！再加上上了中学之后似乎变得格外忙碌，所以老觉得提不起劲儿来。也许是出于还不大习惯的缘故吧！近日不知何故，感觉特别忙但我却似乎啥也没做到，甚至有点混日子的感觉。在这样下去可这么办啊！我要好好加油了！！！ we need to hand in the physic worksheet mrs wong had assigned us on tuesday. we are supposed to give it to our class science represantative-shiaan. as she was not in the class during recess, i could only put it on her table. the recess ended with a merry bell and it was only then that i discovered the worksheet had mysteriously disappearred. "i put it on your table during recess!" "but i can't find it! all the worksheets that are being collected are all here! are you sure you've put it on my table?" "of course! i've witness!" i called, "hairou, i asked where shiaan sits and you direct me to her place. you saw me putting it on the table right?" "i'd directed you to the seat but i didn't see you placing the worksheet on the table. why? you've lost it?" oh dear! now i've lost the worksheet, making things worse, i don't even have a witness to provide evidential proofs!!! the music rang for lunch time. i have no choice but to borrow the worksheet and re-answer all the questions on a foolscap paper. i was writing it when suddenly eline called to me,"i think you no need to re-do alraedy. i've found a worksheet on the floor(she was in the classroom at that time also). is this yours?"(i forgot to write my name down) i was jubilant!!! "thank you, eline! thank you so much thanks a million!" although i've got the worksheet at last, this is actually a good lesson to me-give anything important personally to the people you want yo give or else you must have a person to witness it in case anything happens! yesterday while PE lesson, i did not pay attention to the teacher as i felt very sleepy the whole morning(so sleep esrly at night!). so as you could easily guess what had happened to me after the PE lesson. yes, you are right if you guess i got severely reprimanded by the teacher. "am i going to see a better attitude at next PE lesson!" "yes" came the reply. "so i want you be the first person down in the track at next PE lesson! am i understood!!!" "yes" came the reply. i'd better do well in my PE, or else, i will be in grave trouble and of course i don't want myself to be in hot soup...... today i went to buy a mini dvd-rw at BEST for saving my projects of ICT lessons. oh gosh it was only when i unwrapped the plastic paper and insert it into my computer did i realized the disk i bought is actually meant for recordings in vidoe cameras. oooooh... i ve wasted $6! once bitten, twice shy! just be more careful next time when you need to buy anything. before you buy it, look carefully and ask clearly.

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